Silence

I've tried for 6 months and counting
and yet I only end up ranting
The words, can't find ,at least not in English
Latin I could try but not to speak gibberish
I sleep and wake and find no help
My heart bursting open to try once more
and say those things it tried to say before

Then I heard the sound of no sound
The quietness that says so much with words unspoken
Pretty intense, cannot be ignored
I heard , all so clearly
and found my response in same silence
that is accompanied by fast heartbeats

The world around seemed non-existent
Like every clock was stopped
To witness this silent communication
The words weren't there but we could feel
Our hearts beating, same cycle, same rhythm
I'm still searching for those words
the exact ones to express
what you mean to me

Then and Now!!!

One step closer to the letterbox
My heart beat was in leaps and jumps
How many would I see?
those pretty envelopes addressed to me
My legs were too slow I thought
I smiled as my hands touched the knob

My smiles gave way to a frown
as I opened and saw nothing, felt nothing
What is happening to my world I thought?
And just as the first tear dropped
I looked behind me, straight at a billboard
That i'ld never noticed in ages
Go for a Blackberry , say bye to letters
My world had swallowed me up
but the world had left me behind

To and from

She tried so hard but could not
let go of her heart and mind
it felt like hell, but then was it?
It was tugged and pulled from her
by who you wonder, love it was
that snatched her heart and confined her mind
to that place where no reason exists

Reason came back and so did her mind
Her heart on her way back form the destination called love
Rough and tough along the way
She refused to give up, come what may
Still feels like hell, but then is it?
running, tripping and sweating it all
from the place where no reason exists