Silence

I've tried for 6 months and counting
and yet I only end up ranting
The words, can't find ,at least not in English
Latin I could try but not to speak gibberish
I sleep and wake and find no help
My heart bursting open to try once more
and say those things it tried to say before

Then I heard the sound of no sound
The quietness that says so much with words unspoken
Pretty intense, cannot be ignored
I heard , all so clearly
and found my response in same silence
that is accompanied by fast heartbeats

The world around seemed non-existent
Like every clock was stopped
To witness this silent communication
The words weren't there but we could feel
Our hearts beating, same cycle, same rhythm
I'm still searching for those words
the exact ones to express
what you mean to me